something that needs nothing

Sick

I’m sick of being sick knowing the man of the house is sick.

This is the situation when you have to face the reality and not in easy way.

It’s not a high blood pressure, diabetes, high cholesterol etc etc.

Cancer.

It sounds unreal when you heard your auntie is having a cancer, your friend’s parents or someone else on TV or magazine, celebrity, public figure whatsoever.

It something you can see, hear or read, but your own parents?

It’s sick.

Suddenly, you’re running out of time.

You have so much love to be given, so much hopes and fears to be shared, but you don’t know where to start.

This is the situation when you have no choice but to move forward.

You don’t have time to think, because you only can hope for something. Something calls miracle.

You’re doing the same shit everyday, meeting the same people, dealing with the same thing, earning money to survive. But this time is different, bcos you can’t think about tomorrow without crying.

Sick.

I’m busy. I’m busy collecting memories about people, thoughts and situations I’m currently in. Life is not perfectly good at the moment; hence it is worth to be remembered.

the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars.

—Jack Kerouac - On the Road

COME ON, COME ON POPS!

You have to be strong and healthy.

I owe you a lot of things.

COMEONPOPS!

COMEONMYFAVORITELIBRAMAN!

Hang on in there, I’m coming to get you. I will give you everything you’ve been dreaming on.

But you have to give me some time.

You know that I won’t let you down.

I will keep my promise, I will get you holidayss.

I feel that life is divided into the horrible and the miserable. That’s the two categories. The horrible are like, I don’t know, terminal cases, you know, and blind people, crippled. I don’t know how they get through life. It’s amazing to me. And the miserable is everyone else. So you should be thankful that you’re miserable, because that’s very lucky, to be miserable. (Alvy Singer, Annie Hall). Indeed, one of the best Woody Allen’s movies. I love the way how the movie portrayed the highs and the lows of the relationship. Annie Hall is about us, everyday people; Alvy the insecure, pessimist, cynical man with his quirks humour about life and Annie the nervous woman. It’s a witty romantic relationship (I wouldn’t describe this movie as a love story). I would never get bored with this movie, in the end the all dreamers just have to make believe.

I feel that life is divided into the horrible and the miserable. That’s the two categories. The horrible are like, I don’t know, terminal cases, you know, and blind people, crippled. I don’t know how they get through life. It’s amazing to me. And the miserable is everyone else. So you should be thankful that you’re miserable, because that’s very lucky, to be miserable. (Alvy Singer, Annie Hall).

Indeed, one of the best Woody Allen’s movies. I love the way how the movie portrayed the highs and the lows of the relationship. Annie Hall is about us, everyday people; Alvy the insecure, pessimist, cynical man with his quirks humour about life and Annie the nervous woman. It’s a witty romantic relationship (I wouldn’t describe this movie as a love story). I would never get bored with this movie, in the end the all dreamers just have to make believe.

(Source: justenvision)

What makes life worth living;

When your best friend separates by miles, come to give you a short visit. You don’t feel that you need to put extra effort to re-connect with her.

IMISSYOUALREADY!

A person to remember #1

He called me 19th Century Woman.

He used to be someone special, but now he’s my good friend.

Some random conversation with him.

A: Maybe I over analyzed too much things. When someone told me something, I always feel threatened like theres a hidden message I should find out.

C: I feel the same way too! Sometimes if someone says okay, I don’t really feel that he’s okay. Maybe he’s not okay; maybe I should do something to make him feel really okay. Okay not necessarily means okay to me. If only I can accept the word the way it is. Life will be less complicated.

A: And we’re gonna feel a lot happier

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“Look at your ipod, television, dvd player, webcamless laptop. Chik, you’re 19th century woman!” (Angga, 2012)

If I had to choose a moment in time to take with me, into eternity.
I would choose this, this moment…

—Into Eternity - Jens Lekman